I'm Pretty Sure I'm 40.

It dawned on me today that I am only 22. I feel at least 40, maybe older. I am only 22. How can it be that I'm only 22? I'm 22 and I have a 3 year old and a dead baby. Other 22 year olds are traveling the world. They are staying up late painting their toes. They are riding on the back of their boyfriend's motorcycle. I just finished the dishes and baked oatmeal for breakfast so I can sleep in for 15mins in the morning. I'm pretty sure I'm not 22. I'm pretty sure I'm 40.